When I received the letter from the driver's license office stating that I had to go to MPU I knew immediately that this was not going to be a walk in the park. I had already negative MPU behind me—and, frankly, I didn't exactly have the best impression of the whole thing. At first, it was just annoying. I wanted my driver's license back, nothing more. No big talk, no psycho-squabbles—just get it done.
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There was definitely some skepticism at the beginning
I started my preparation with a fair amount of doubt. I thought it would be another one of those chores where I had to memorize questions and then just look good. But after my first conversation with my traffic psychologist, I realized: Things are different here.
It got right to the heart of the matter. Not just reciting the crime, but truly understanding it. why I was consuming back then. And why I was stuck in certain patterns for so long. I didn't celebrate it right away, but looking back, it was exactly what I needed.
Not only questioning consumption – but myself
Over time, I realized that it wasn't just about being "clean." It was more about understanding my own motivations. What was pushing me in the same direction over and over again? Why was peer pressure more important to me than my driver's license? And why did I look the other way for so long, even though I was obviously not well?
It wasn't easy to admit that to myself. I also had to distance myself from some people who were clear: As long as I continued to spend time there, nothing would change. It was hard at first – also because of boredom, Trouble sleeping and difficulty concentrating were there. But little by little, something new started happening. I tried new things, found hobbies, and became more active.
The traffic psychologist honestly participated
What really helped me: My traffic psychologist wasn't the type to point the finger. He told me clearly what was going on – but always in a way that didn't make me feel small. The conversations were on equal terms. It wasn't a case of "you have to do it this way or that way," but rather a collaborative effort to identify what was actually going wrong for me – and what I could specifically change.
This not only helped me better understand the MPU, but also myself. And at some point, it wasn't just about getting my driver's license anymore. It was about making fundamental changes in my life.
Today: I didn’t turn everything upside down – but I sorted a lot
I wouldn't say I'm a completely new person. But I've become significantly more reflective. I know my weaknesses, I know when I need to be careful, and I notice more quickly when I'm slipping into old patterns. That's worth its weight in gold—in everyday life, at work, in relationships.
The MPU consulting At first, it was just a means to an end for me. Today, I'm glad I did it. Not because everything was perfect—but because it helped me honestly confront myself.
If you're in a similar situation, all I can say is: Don't half-heart it. It's worth it to really put in the effort – not for the MPU, but for yourself.